February 17th, 2013
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Zoom I’m finding it hard to eat lately. The twisting pain in my stomach is strong. Too strong. And I think it overides the hunger pains. But I’m not stupid; I know I have to eat (especially as I felt faint at CrossFit today). Full disclosure: I bought a tub of mint chocolate chip ice cream on Saturday.  And then I just sat there and ate it straight from the container. Half way through, I threw it out. It made me feel worse than I was. It made me feel fat. And fat + heartache = terrible combination. So today. Today I decided (re: forced myself) to switch back to Paleo-style eating. I decided to eat healthy, and eat something. I decided to put effort into myself. And although walking to the grocery store, and up and down the aisles was somewhat awful, I made it. And tonight I’m going to make a big, paleo dinner, and eat it.

I’m finding it hard to eat lately. The twisting pain in my stomach is strong. Too strong. And I think it overides the hunger pains. But I’m not stupid; I know I have to eat (especially as I felt faint at CrossFit today).

Full disclosure: I bought a tub of mint chocolate chip ice cream on Saturday.  And then I just sat there and ate it straight from the container. Half way through, I threw it out. It made me feel worse than I was. It made me feel fat. And fat + heartache = terrible combination.

So today. Today I decided (re: forced myself) to switch back to Paleo-style eating. I decided to eat healthy, and eat something. I decided to put effort into myself. And although walking to the grocery store, and up and down the aisles was somewhat awful, I made it. And tonight I’m going to make a big, paleo dinner, and eat it.

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  1. fitnesspriincess reblogged this from one-twenty-five
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  3. b-happy365 reblogged this from one-twenty-five and added:
    diets are one thing i suck at… mostly cause...poor and don’t
  4. thirtysomethingadventures said: There is a time for mint chocolate chip ice cream, and a time for Crossfit and Paleo. You are so wise to know the times for each. Keep being kind and loving to your body and spirit, you’re doing great!
  5. vkudlock reblogged this from one-twenty-five
  6. shrinkingmomma said: Good for you throwing out the ice cream. Think of you great you felt doing Paleo before. You can do this.
  7. latestartpremed said: I am glad you are taking something bad and turning it into something good. I’m sorry that the bad happened though.
  8. modivetobefit reblogged this from one-twenty-five
Welcome! I'm Liz, the girl relieved the Internet has 0 calories. South African by birth; Canadian on paper. A marathoner. CrossFitter. Paleo (somewhat) eater. Traveler. Cheese lover. And I think you're great!

F | 28 | 5'4"
Highest Weight: 203
Current Weight: 179
Goal Weight: 125(!)

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