June 2010
Fuck.
Had you asked me two years ago if I would ever have a blog I would have responded, ‘hell no,’ and meant it.
I was never a blogger. I had no interest in reading blogs and most definitely not in writing one. Weren’t blogs just used by weird, Internet type hipster folks? I remember the day my sister emailed me a link to a blog, with a quick note telling me to read it, as...
Anonymous asked: this seems gradually less and less like a weight loss and more and more like a you tell us about how you laid around all day and ate junk food or went to a party and pigged out blog. snap out of it!
I officially became a crazy person tonight.
I spent hours searching the Internets trying to figure out how to block an IP address from this blog, if I could make this blog private, or even password protect it, but everything failed. I eventually changed the title of one-twenty-five to fabulous125 (this may be temporary) all because I found out Boy-Roommate reads this blog. Secretly. He’s...
I’m not gone. I promise. Just hiding. Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
OMIGOSH!
YAY!!! The police are kicking us out. PEACE!!
xo
carriejake asked: Where did you come up with your goal weight? I think it's too low, yes it would be so great to be that skinny but really is this realistic?? I too have always had weight issues, and now that I've tipped back up the scale, I look back at my lowest weight, 150 and think it was a perfect size for me! Not super skinny but happy and confident.
peterespinal asked: Have you tried other forms of exercise? If not is running the only thing you enjoy?
Anonymous asked: I really wish you had a better self image because sometimes your posts and complaints about yourself is so ridiculous that I wonder if you're worth following. Mainly your complaints about your non existent "thunder thighs" and that stupid thing about your roll when you sit down. If someone judges you because of 1 roll you have when you sit down then they are a piece of shit and...
tehvalerie asked: OK I'm curious... I've been an Apple person since my college newspaper days and you'd have to pry my Macbook from my cold, lifeless fingers. What is it that you don't like about the operating system? To each her own and I totally don't judge, but I'm just wondering!
honestlybelieved asked: So, I may not have been paying enough attention before, but why do you have to work when everyone else gets to slack off and stay home?
Also, what are your plans for the weekend? (Maybe this'll keep you busy, no?)
Also, what are your plans for the weekend? (Maybe this'll keep you busy, no?)
You: Hey E, what’s going on? Anything new with you, on your quiet day at work?
E: Oh, you know, just the usual… convincing myself I do not need a snack on this Friday afternoon, watching the clock like a hawk (2 hours, 20 minutes left and counting ps), playing around in paint, had a referendum with my people (ie myself), and decided my new favourite colour for the summer is yellow,...
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Remember that time the G20 was in Toronto?
Oh what’s that? You don’t… well I suppose if I didn’t live and work right within the security zone, I too, wouldn’t know (or care). But let-me-tell-you, Toronto is currently 3 cops to every person and is filled with protesters waiting to voice their thoughts (or so I’ve read, yet to actually see any).
The entire...
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I survived my 1st earthquake. nbd.
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And just like that I can walk away.
Go to a place where I don’t have to post my weight anymore, or make posts about anything for that matter.
It doesn’t mean anything that I swore I would post my stats every week. It doesn’t matter that I’m an apparent ‘weight loss blog.’ None of it matters, why? because I have the power. I can just hit that little button...
Me: So I'm going to go see a nutritionist on Thursday
Friend: Really? Don't you already know how to lose weight?
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Damn it. She's right. The only person who can do this for me, is me, and the worst part is I do(!) already know how to lose weight, I'm just not doing it.
Anonymous asked: I just bought the Tommy Bahama bathing suit you had for your trip - omg you are right it is the most flattering bathing suit EVER! I'm actually not dreading this weekend at the lake with friends now!
Fat = Lazy, Doesn't it?
It’s been embedded in me since I was a little girl, it was the rule I never dared to break, something that terrified me to think of, something that just wasn’t an option…
It was that I, E, under no circumstances, could ever say I was injured.
Like, ever.
It didn’t matter how much my foot, leg, arm, or stomach hurt, if I was in gym class, playing frisbee with friends,...
i spy with my little eye, something that is...
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13k run + an excellent horse ride = Happy Sunday!!...
Tonight’s agenda:
A shower! As I smell like a wild beast (and by wild beast I mean horse)
A very merry healthy dinner, for me? for me!
IT Band ICE
IT Band exercises
Laundry
Horizontal in bed, while watching Lost.
Boom! And that is how I do my Sundays. Ps in other news I’m heading to a new nutritionist this week. Gonna try and nip my fat in the bud (yea!!)
I ate a lot today. Emphasis on ‘a lot.’ I don’t even know why, actually, as I was eating i was asking myself why? But could never answer it. I got to the point where I felt physically sick, yet I just. kept. eating.
This used to be a common thing for me, but it hasn’t happened to in while (a few months). As pathetic as this sounds I think it may stem from being alone. ...
Saturday Night = My, Myself and I
Plus a 6” veggie sub, a movie (Valentines Day?), my feet up on the table, a clean apartment and a surgical operation for my MAC; Windows operating system here I come…